Simply put it was a staged shitpost/larp inspired by what a friend (Reiko) did shortly before. Nobody was ever hurt, blackmailed, doxed, or anything in that light.
A couple crazies cut my name into their arms when I bought up the subject in a non-serious manner but what other people do is out of my hands. It's not like I blackmailed or forced them to do so. The server itself was nothing more than a group of friends talking. It was no different from your typical anime/lgbt server.
Responding to his previous gripes about his old fanbase:TL;DR: No, Von didn't rape me, and I'm sorry for saying he did.
We hung out a couple times and during the second visit there was some regrettable stuff that took place. I didn't know what to do so I basically let him do what he wanted before panicking shortly after and feeling extremely guilty.
Changing opinions constantly:Even though it is probably irrelevant by now I never touched up on it and it's probably best to. Needless to say I completely sperged out before leaving the interwebs back then. I had a lot of personal problems going on and I was overwhelmed by the amount of literal kids and stuff flooding my comments/twitter/other stuff because of the exposure from a few normie-tier youtubers. I was a troubled person at that time in my life and that pushed me over the edge. I treated a lot of people badly because of that and honestly came off as a total asshole.
Some of my complaints were legit but I went full sperg in the way I reacted back then. I wouldn't react that way now even if I thought it. I'm not drastic and explosive anymore. This also covers the malware thing which was nowhere near as widespread of an issue as it was portrayed as and only happened 2 or 3 times and was blown out of proportion. Again it wasn't right of me and I'm sorry.
And to end it off,For a long time in my life I hung around a lot of people online who had opposing views to my own and there was always a struggle between what I actually thought/was and what said e-friends and my mother (who is very conservative) pressured me to present myself as to impress them. I was very insecure and impressionable for a long time. politically, I don't have a side. I don't like alt right edgelords as much as I don't like SJWs. I actually came out as trans for the first time when I was 13 but had to pass it off as a joke so my mom wouldn't kill me or something. Me having been so impressionable and insecure made me act out and seemingly go from being a gay weeb to spouting /pol/ tier stuff a few times seemingly almost overnight and the reason for this was that I simply wanted to impress my friends at the time who made me feel guilty for certain things about myself. To the point of trying so hard to make myself believe the things I was saying and it crushed me inside to do so because I knew who I really was.
He seems sincere enough and has a more laxed attitude but that could change. Only time will tell though.If there are any additional questions or concerns don't hesitate to talk to me on Discord about it. You know my tag by now and I want to fix this. Looking forward to hearing from old friends. Anyway I've been focusing on art stuff recently and trying to keep out of trouble and I hope to get my first real music album out soon. I want to be productive and be a good person.
Aero has made an apology statement for /cow/ (https://pastebin.com/9k9UBMNT) basically explaining how he's born again as a new man (woman). Essentially he's rebuilt his online persona to be more chilled out and he plans to focus on music and art.
Some noteworthy things from this pastebin:
Touching up on the HRT trap shilling cult:
Explaining the rape allegations:
Responding to his previous gripes about his old fanbase:
Changing opinions constantly:
And to end it off,
He seems sincere enough and has a more laxed attitude but that could change. Only time will tell though.
Unless he started drawing mediocre porn he won't make any money from artwork. Although if he were to stick to a tight schedule of making music and switched the formula up a bit he could gain a reasonably sized audience in the span of a few years. As for this pastebin it's a mix of wanting to abandon his lolcow background and a sudden mood swing he's had. It's an obvious mental pattern that he'll never snap out of. The best thing for Nikolai would be a taste of reality. The curse of being a NEET is that you have too much time, and too much time means you overthink things and become a lunatic.
Is Foxworth getting better?
In all seriousness it seems like what probably happened was he probably saw the alleged dox (which didn't match up with his paypal area) and the fact trolls were still going on about him, and realized that he was attracting too much heat for sure. The last few months for Foxworth have involved him pissing off /pol/ and other boards on 4chan, and him trying to get the heat off of him.
If he does actually get a job though (and his craving for money to blow on expensive 90s junk from Yahoo Auctions and eBay shows he might), he might start to get his shit together. I doubt he'll get much from Patreon unless he went back to his old schtick of making surreal youtube videos and that's implying he doesn't lose views from his past erratic behavior.
it's the reiko cult that got him, I feel like.Holy fuck I haven't check up on this guy in years, what the fuck happened to him?
Damn, this guy was always in the back of my mind as one of those more innocent asspies that just want to make shitty photoshops of their waifu. The tranny plague strikes again.
You do so, I don't want to join that shit hole. Keep this thread going if ya do, I'm currently looking into the legitness of his recent doxForgive me if this is a little :powerlevel: but I totally forgot all about Nicholas for a few years, even though he was an old favorite cow of mine. And then I wound up smack dab in the middle of his Discord server. What a night this has been.
Somehow, I'm not surprised though. I feel like at first he couldn't tell the difference between girls he wanted to have, and girls he wanted to be and it all just squished together into an obsession or something.
Now as for the server? Christ, is it weird. I'll keep an eye out for anything interesting in it.